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From the start of my journey to now I have lost a total of 22 pounds. I am officially the lowest weight that I have been since middle school, which is really sad if you think about it. In my last weigh-in I weighed 237.4 pounds. 237.4 pounds. That's still a huge number! Especially on a girl in her early teens. But, I'm going to focus on the positives. I'm making changes and trying to give myself the life I know I deserve. The best thing about this journey is how I feel. I notice the changes in my body and in my mental state from eating less and eating healthier food. I also notice the changes when I pig out of start to go to my old habits. I feel sluggish and weighed down. I like that I can notice these things now. It proves that I am actually changing as a person and that I'm changing my mindset on food.

So let's talk about this weight loss. How did I achieve it? I'd like to take all the credit, but I can't. After over 10 years of being obese and overweight I decided to consult my doctor and try to find a solution. I was experiencing scary health issues and I was afraid of them getting worse. Not to mention the incredibly scary family medical history I have. I asked my doctor if I could try an appetite suppressant. Now before you get your panties in a bunch, hear me out. I know that "weight loss pills" are usually NOT the answer to weight loss. However from my own experience once I start lowering my portion sizes, I notice a general decrease in my hunger. I attribute this to my stomach and my body getting used to consuming less amounts of food. Decreased appetite combined with lifestyle changes is guaranteed success! So before I started phentermine (the prescription appetite suppressant) I made sure to start changing my lifestyle. I told myself if I can make progress on my own and change the way I look at food, then and only then will I give this a shot. I cut my portions, ate healthier food, and started an exercise routine. Now I know your thinking, "Then why go on a pill?!" Honestly, I wanted to expedite my weight loss. In my personal case it is extremely important for me to lose weight as efficiently as possible. I was borderline pre-diabetic with a predisposition to many life threatening illnesses, some of which I started noticing symptoms. I can only imagine what kind of havoc my body is in after being obese for a majority of my life. I'm using phentermine as a tool to help expedite the weight loss I would already be achieving on my own.

With all that being said, I am incredibly proud of the success I have had. I hit my first goal, which was to be in the 230's. My next goal is to be 220 pounds. A number I haven't seen since I was 12 years old. This time is different and I can really feel it. I'm excited and I'm starting to see an actual healthy life in my future.


From 1/2/16 (a little late lol):

Yay! It's a new year! Last year was a year of extreme highs and lows. I started the year off living and working in at Walt Disney World, the middle of the year was filled with hopelessness and depression, and by the end of 2015 I was filled with new hope. Now is the time to start my new path in life. The Routine becomes real and it's time for me to seriously consider my health and live the life I was meant to live. I'm excited for 2016 and the opportunities it presents for a clean slate. I haven't felt this good emotionally for years so now is the best time to match that physically. Soon I'll be getting my gym membership and incorporating physical activity in my life. The last time I was an avid gym goer I loved it. As long as I keep that momentum up I know I can do this.